kind of over everything
really just wanna get away from this place for a while, escape my mind and thoughts, the pressure, everything ah 

99.9% of people forget I exist if I don’t intimate conversation
feelin hell wanted

4 months later n I miss you like i lost you yesterday, I don’t think I day has gone by where I haven’t wondered where you are and what you’re doing. I hope you’re having fun watching over everyone, finally taking a break, you deserve it. it’s not fair, you were one of the good ones and it’s not fair it’s not okay come back

I’m honestly awful at having relationships and friendships, I don’t know why I let myself get attached to people because I fuck everything up and can’t hold onto anything anyway. I don’t deserve anybody rly.

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i feel like an alien to my own mind and body and i don’t know why or whats going on but everything hurts and i don’t want to be here 

lots of people fascinate me and intrigue me and I want to get to know them but then I remember I am a shit friend and a shit person and nobody rly needs that u see

pros: i don’t have pneumonia and dont have to be admitted
cons: i have a secondary respiratory tract infection and feel like im dying and im falling behind on all my schoolwork and will probably fail my exams if i cant catch up 

in bed bored and sick as fkkkkkkkk
somebody pls message me and be my friend

my mind is full of toxic thoughts that I struggle to ignore

why do I keep shopping I’m 100% too fat and gross and my skin is so
bad I want to never eat again

I used to think I was tough, but then I realized I wasn’t. I was fragile and I wore thick fucking armor. And I hurt people so they couldn’t hurt me. And I thought that was what being tough was, but it isn’t.” - James Frey